About Benjamin Anderson

Benjamin Anderson is the real name of the author. He was a well-loved pastor before he plunged into the gay lifestyle. Many of his parishioners fondly remember him as "Big Ben." For several years after his conversion, he published a newsletter for gay people, called, "Rainbow of Promise." Ben remarried a couple years or so after writing this for the GLOW website and went on a mission trip to Russia, which was just opening up after communism. We have lost track of him and have been unable to locate him. If you can supply further information, please contact us.

trials and blessings from god

After I decided to surrender my life back to the Lord, it was as if I was in a different world.  Sometimes I’d be sooo happy with the decision I’d made because of the peace it brought me.  At other times, I’d almost be in a panic, thinking what had I done?!! 00

my gay experience and god

I knew I was different for as long as I can remember. My earliest memories were same sex feelings.  I won’t bore you with all the common childhood and teen experiences at this time, but suffice it to say, back in the fifties, the only option I felt open for me, was to get married. … Continue reading –>